The BK Journal
I like watching football because I see strategies in there.
I should start applying strategies in my life and the works I do…
For the past 8 years, I’ve been wondering about this question.
If we can truly solely delight in God, then why do we need to get married?
I really want this question to be answered!
Why am I being a Sunday Christian..
Lord, always remind me about You.
I don’t want to be a Sunday Christian, who only gets to think about you on Saturday nights and Sunday mornings.
What if I were to gladly die for Him?
What if I were praising His name when I was about to be beheaded?
What if I were about to be executed and my wife applauds the Lord with gladness?
What if I can praise Him saying “skin me! I will be taking off of my old garment and wearing my new garment of righteousness?”
Does Jesus have my heart?
Are His Words everything to me?
Do I love His Words so much that we are thirsty and eager to learn more about His Words all day long?
Do I love Him more than my families and my ambitions?
Are You truly my King?
Am I treating You as the King You deserve to be?
We live in abundance of Words and Christianity.
We live in so much of abundance that we don’t know how precious His Words are.
People in other countries are deprived of Your Words that they know how quenching Your Words are.
They constantly seek Your Words because Your Words are scarce there.
Am I doing the same thing?
Am I thirsty of Your Words that I seek Your Words all day long?
Am I grateful for the free access of Your Words in this country?
Am I using the talents and resources You’ve given me?
Lord,
You did not need me.
You are not in the need of begging me for accepting You.
You are an almighty God.
The Creator and Ruler of this vast vast universe.
Look at me.
I will wither away in 50 years.
My youth will be gone in 10 years.
I am just a pile of dust.
Yet You decided to seek out for me.
Your Patience is much much greater than mine that it makes my patience look like nothing.
I am sorry for being proud of my patience.
Mine is nothing like Yours.
Who am I?
I abandoned Your Name before.
I ignored warnings and went on to sin on purpose.
I am a liar, dishonest person, trying to hide everything.
There is no justification with my sins and what I’ve done.
Yet Your Love never failed.
You still waited for me.
Rebuild Your Temple on my spiritual ruin.
Constantly remind me of Nehemiah.
Let me rebuild the temple for You to dwell in me.
I let my ambitions go…
Please come live in me and bring me back this Glory of Yours of the old times, for I have nothing left but ashes in this temple.
I want to have the close relationship that I had with You back in those days, talking and talking and talking with You, where my heart was after Yours. I want that back..
Everything that I used to dream about is coming back… What does this mean? Is this a fresh reminder from God that I should start dreaming about these again? Or is it just an infatuation..?
The school, which was one of the country’s last remaining tuition-free colleges, will charge those deemed able to pay around $20,000 starting in fall 2014.
Steve Jobs passed away. Cooper Union is not free anymore… Steve Jobs isn’t there anymore to continue innovations. Cooper Union has given up Peter Cooper’s philosophy of “education as free as air and water.”
My two role models are gone now.
Anything made by human does not last forever, but is destined to deteriorate. But there is only one thing remains; that is God.
It makes me wonder… Are the goals of my life focused on God? Am I focusing on things that are not to decay, but to last forever?
